I'm starting out a new year on the right foot by being an asshole to my husband (I believe my eyes just rolled right back into my head and I exhaled all of the air in my lungs, heavily, because he dared comment on the fact the carrots were probably boiling dry. The carrots were, in fact, boiling dry). But assholery aside, I'm hoping 2016 isn't too bad, because 2015 was a bit of a shitbag, frankly.
We survived Christmas, you'll be pleased to know. It was better than I expected it to be. Leaving Mum on her own a couple of days ago was the hard part and I've been in a bit of a funk since we got home.
We also survived a five and a half hour drive each way with the Fink, too. Caught up with old friends and their delicious little baby girl on the way down, and ate lunch by Lake Taupo on the way back. I breastfed in the backseat parked on the side of the road on at least three occasions. Notably, we pulled over once next to another car on a roadside verge near some foals. One of the female occupants was heaving her guts onto the roadside, poor lass. I felt her pain, having only just recovered from a bout of food poisoning that had me biffing my bikkies for a while -- triggered on one occasion by W's selfish desire to eat from his main food source. (Babies, man, they're dependent). I wistfully wondered whether it was a hangover that had her spewing bile on the pastoral scene. I wasn't envious exactly, but remembering the ghosts of hangovers past on summer holidays, preceded by ruckus and general misbehaviour.
I spent the whole day at home yesterday, lawn mowing and clearing out, bathing W alfresco under the sun umbrella, snipping lavender heads, boiling spinach and potatoes and carrots for the baby. The baby has taken to solid food with relish, by the by. He can house a banana in under 10 minutes and go looking for the rider, or peel, or something. It was nice to be home, despite the funk and though I've been shadowed by the cats at all times. I wonder sometimes if I'll ever be alone again.
Anyway, here's to 2016. What to expect? Raising a baby, then a toddler. A return to work at some point, I guess. A few more trips to be with family. Supporting P's push for the next step in his career. We hadn't forward planned anything much, honestly, not knowing what 2016 was going to hold for Dad for a long time. 2016 stretches open ahead of us.