39 weeks, 4 days and going out of my damn mind. I got all excited
post-yoga on Friday night because of a series of Braxton-Hicks
contractions and "feeling weird", but it was nothing. I was hopeful
all weekend because it was my midwife's weekend on duty and I'd really
like her to be there, but nothing happened (except that I got bigger). Today was my grandmother's birthday and how nice to have what would have been her first great-grandchild on her birthday (You see how I'm clutching at straws here holding out hope for an imminent birth?) I'm trying not to hold my breath. This baby is perfectly happy in utero it seems.
We know that the kiddo is happy in utero because when I saw the midwife on Friday, she sent me for a scan. I'd expressed some concern about the drop in fetal movement and I don't know if she was placating a crazy person or being generally cautious or both but she referred me in any event. We couldn't see much because of the size of the baby (though Mum was pleased to hear we spotted the nose in profile, the 32 week scan appearing as if baby had a giant nasal void), but it seems baby is on track to be a tall child possibly with short legs (my genetic material has doomed this baby). I am pleased to report that apart from one run-in with a transvaginal ultrasound in the early days (damn dildo-cam) I have thus far managed to avoid having anyone up in my business. Oh sure, I guess I could be asking for a stretch and sweep etc but eh, I kinda feel like that's pointless unless birth is
reasonbly close anyway. So I have no idea what my cervix is up to. Closed up like a clam, I expect.
That's enough cervix talk. Ugh.
The other reason I'm going out of my damn mind of course is the desire to go see Dad and introduce the baby to him. It's already been a month since I saw him last. It's likely going to be another month.
It is freaking me out.
Here's hoping the next time we talk will be on the flip side.